...seriously I am absolutely worn out ~ physically, emotionally, mentally.
I am feeling overwhelmed right now and not doing a good job with anything.
I feel like I am not being a good friend to others who need support right now, I dont feel like a good mom to my girls and I don't feel like I am being good to myself. ugh...just need to get it out.
I am happy today is Friday - I need the weekend.
I am also weaning off my meds (with dr approval this time) and I am unsure if it is the right thing or not. I want to try something a little more natural but wonder if it is really enough for right now. I am the biggest supporter of meds/therapy, but I can't help but hate the idea of HAVING to be on something.
I know once I settle into a routine with the girls and the house, it will be easier. Right now, everything seems so scattered and I am constantly disappointed in others not following through.
In other news, I made my first mortgage payment today ~ only 359 more to go! LOL
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