17 years ago, I was 24 years old and was living a busy single life. I enjoyed my friends and my alone time equally. But I always felt like I was searching for something ~ just didn't know what it was. Little did I know how meeting a friend for drinks at SueEllen's that night would change my life. We talked easily over beers and listening to the band. As we left that night, she asked me for a kiss. It was a sweet peck on the lips.
7 years ago, we had a wonderful celebration of our union. It included all of our family and friends and made us feel loved and supported.
About 17 weeks ago, my life changed again. I am now searching for something again. I am searching for strength and peace in this new path. I need to find myself. I need to know that I am lovable and I will survive.
This change has been bittersweet. It has allowed me to look inward and to reach outward. I hope to continue this growth and look forward to being me again.
10 hours ago
Dina, you are VERY much loved!!! *hug*
ReplyDeleteI heart you too Dina! *hugs*
ReplyDeletenicely written!
ReplyDeleteI second Brandie's comment.....you are very loved! The girls and I are so thankful for your friendship! Hugs!
ReplyDeletehugs mama...
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry honey. *hugs* I can not imagine what you are going through. But, one thing I DO know is how incredibly strong you are!
ReplyDeleteYou are amazing and I'm excited for your new possibilities!
ReplyDeleteYou know you will always be one of my "bestest" computer friends, and I hope one day soon we will get to meet each other in real life. When I need a laugh, I know I can always count on you. And you can always count on me for a shoulder, my dear friend. (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteI do not envy the feelings you must be having now, but I admire you more than you know. You're being so open and out there about all of this. It takes a terribly strong person to be able to be vulnerable. And, my goodness, you are funny, outgoing, and beautiful to boot.
ReplyDeleteI am, however, glad that you are looking at this as a new experience. Ava and Zoe, and whoever else you should ever choose to spend your life with will be blessed because of their time with you.
Yes, you are definitely loved by all those around you and I envy your strength. You are awesome girl, don't ever forget that!!
ReplyDeletehugs
ReplyDeleteKeeping putting one foot in front of the other... You're doing great & you are loved but lots of us! ((hugs)))
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